So He asked me if I didn’t get through that paper, would I still serve Him. Tough one, God. Though rather afraid, I answered, “Yes, Lord. I would. “
“Trust me”
“I’m scared, God.”
” I hold your future.”
So, that’s that. He was there, during the examination hall. Sweat trickled down my forehead though the exam hall was literally like a refrigerator. As I wrote, I was filled with perfect peace. Though there were instances which I had to stop as my head was spinning, but I knew in my heart that His presence was there. I walked out of the examination hall, feeling as if I did not write enough.
I think my greatest fear had always been letting down people I love. And my testing had always been in this area. It’s somewhat difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel at times.. but God’s promises always remind me again..
James 1:2-4
New King James Version (NKJV)
2 My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, 3 knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. 4 But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.
Tough as it may seem, but I do know that my help comes from the Lord. Things may seem rather unclear at the moment, but in due time I will be who God wants me to be. So, yes. Thank you for helping me pass, Lord. I know that you will not leave me in the valleys. I also know that despite everything that happens, and whatever people around me can throw at me, I can still find comfort in Your presence.
Romans 8:28
New King James Version (NKJV)
28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.
May Your purpose be revealed in my life. Yes, I will still serve you.
